If you haven’t found a space for yourself, that label that tells people who and what you are, you start to feel guilty for existing.
The space you take up could be used up for something more certain - something real. Your movements, your ideas, your connotation are all unproven of worth. Therefore they are silly and baseless. Without a label or space you are not defined in the perspective of other people. You are untethered and liable to drift - the constraints of a set goal aren’t in place to bind your actions to the path that people contrive for you. Therefore you are unpredictable, yet perpetually stuck.
Your guilt is for the effort of the mental thought process that people begin when they have to try and find your space themselves, as you have not defined that label for yourself. Your future is then out of your hands and placed into their imagination at leisure for them to think anything of it.
I feel guilty and I don’t know what to do.